I WISH IT WOULD

I WISH IT WOLD RAIN 

SO NO ONE CAN CAN SEE MY TEAR DROP STAINS

LET THE RAIN WASH AWAY THE PAIN

SO LET THE SUN SHINE GO AWAY 

SO UNTIL THEN I HAVE TO PUT ON A SMILE 

WHEN BLUE SKIES

AND THE GRAY COMES AND THE SUN SHINE DIES

SO LET IT POUR ON ME

HIDE THESE TEAR DROPS SO NO ONE CAN SEE

NO ONE WILL KNOW THAT I BEEN CRYING 

LET TEAR DROPS FLOW MIX RAIN SO NO ONE WILL MY HEART IS DYING

SO JUST LET IT RAIN LET IT RAIN RAIN RAIN RAIN

WRITE

write until you fix your problems until your soul is free write until you see your dreams come true write until the blood sweat and tears of years become memories write until your soul bleeds on to the paper write until you heart connects with your mind write until you die then and only then will they write about you

COME WITH ME

I WOULD LIKE TO TIE THIS IN TO MY LAST BLOG UPDATE SO THIS ONE IS FOR YOU!!!

YOU CAN SAVE....

I COULD WRITE YOUR NAME A MILLION TIMES IN THE SKY

I COULD PRETEND THE GIRL ON THE OTHER LINE IS YOU

COME WITH ME AND SEE WHERE MY TRUE HEART LIES

IM HERE TO MAKE LIES AND LIFE FALSE AND TRUE

I COULD WISH I WAS YOURS AND YOU WHERE MINE

IN REAL LIFE WE JUST WASTING TIME

SO LET ME SLEEP AND LET ME DREAM

ONLY THEN GRASS SEEMS GREEN

I CAN HOLD YOUR SMILE IN MY HAND

WE  CAN WATCH THE WATER HIT THE SAND

THEN I AWAKE AND IM DROWNING ON DRY LAND 

THEN WHERE BACK TO THE SAME PLACE

 SAME RACE WITH NO CHASE

WE CAN PLAY THE SAME GAME

POINTING FINGERS SAYING WHO IS THE BLAME 

YOU CAN SAVE YOUR SMILE AND SAVE YOUR HEART YOU CAN SAVE THE LIES

YOU CAN SAVE THE LAST MEMORY OF SAYING THE LAST good bye....

JUST A SHORT ONE

THEY SAY YOU WRITE YOUR BEST WHEN U GOING THRU PAIN HURT AND DEPRESSION... WELL IM WELL ON MY WAY TO BECOMING A GREAT WRITER AND I OWE IT ALL TO _________(YOUR NAME HERE)... IM GOING TO LET MY EMOTIONS BLEED THRU THE PEN UNTO THE PAPER AND IN TO YOUR SOUL AND OUT OF YOUR HEART TAKE A BOW THIS IS FOR YOU... THIS IS CURTIN CALL ONE SHOW(LIFE/LOVE) ONLY

LEAVE ME ALONE

Leave me alone like you did last time. don't you have when people have dissed you in the past want to get down with you. well this topic is about about this girl. there was this girl in high school i was trying to get this and she would not give me no play. i didn't stress it i just bounced and she came to me. when she came she came with nothing but drama and stress and played to many games. she dissed me again so i left it alone. now that i found some one i love and want to be with she comes back. she saw my status on face-book it said i was in a relationship. i get a phone her trying to sound all sweet and trying push up on me. then i ask her what the hell do she want. she comes out and say i want you. i was like why u want me now u didn't want me before. she goes off and say i always wanted you. i pulled her card and said no u didn't and she was like well i didn't know how good of a man u are. then i said well my girl friend knows all about it you can ask her. that mad her mad. she went off and well you girl cant do this cant do that(some real dirty stuff). i just laughed and then she went and said she was going to take 20 pills (i laughed think she was going to take sponge bob vitamins ). i hung up because i could not stop laughing then she called back saying she not going to because she has to live for her son. people i think i have a stalker or some crazy basic BITCH who thinks its ok to talk side ways.

well live life its your last day

I NEED FRIENDS

I need friends i have no one where to vent to. i have my girl but some times I'm pissed at her. i cant vent to her because some times she be snapping on me about the problems that i have. before i had friends i could go to them and tell them my problems and they would listen. now a days these people got there own problems and they not trying to hear mine. when they have problems they come to me. when i need a vent session they listen for like the 1st 10mins then they try to relate and change the convo about them and theirs. thats one of the reason i rather be one deep. i feel like why have friends when all they going to do is let me down. now i feel like i need friends ***laughing and eating crow***. i watched a movie called "I love you man" its about a guy who is getting married and doesn't have any male friends to be his best man. so he goes what they call a "man date". I'm all for finding a new friend or more friends but i don't see me doing the whole "man date" thing. for the most part I'm a guy who could to a female before i could talk to another dude. most people feel like a guy cant be friends with a female and just on a friend relationship. i know at the end of the day i will find some one i can call a friend because calling some a friend is like telling some one you love them. it should not be thrown around very easy because friends are very far and few. many and a lot of people said i should open up more and may be i should be its not easy when 22yrs have kept to your self and its easier to get hurt. may be I'm part of this new age where venting is done over blogs, twitter, and face-book. then again i like meeting new people some people can be like breath of fresh air and can renew your soul. all in all change is going to come one way or another....

if you don't love your self how can you love some one else. love starts at home with your self