call me jordan in 4th in 92'

let me get back to normal blogging. in life you life your the number one star of your own movie. that dont mean you will be for some one else you would be lucky if you co star. right now i feel like im jus getting a walk thru as an extra. i feel like if i give some one all my attention i get 45% of theirs. for example say im on the phone with some one they are willing to get off the phone with me if some one else calls in mid story. for me if some one calls i would click over let the person know im on the phone and will call them back. am i asking for to much or am i giving them to much of my attention or should treat them like they do me. maybe my problem is i dont have to many options. i feel like my 1st chance is my last chance. im always the underdog

so this song is for you know who



Another day chance to make another chance, a fragile place runnin on empty, a smile so faint- anthony hamilton