She showed me‏

With lady she showed me so much. I remember when i was dealing with my other troubled times i would drink my pain away. She showed me drinking does not change any thing. As soon you sober up problems are still waiting. I know its common knowledge but i was so deep in the drinking i could careless. Im not mad at lady no way could i be. Im just mad i didnt spend more time showing i care. I was worried about my problems my job. I never really listen to her but she listened to me. Lady cared but i would always make her feel bad by saying she mean. When really i was taking out my pain for my mother on her(thats another story for another time). Some times i feel like no one is going to save me and i feel like i got solve these problems on my own. Im still standing so i must be in the lords grace. Like scarface would say "every day above ground is a good one"